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      <title>Episode 3: Democracy Strikes Back (Democracy Shmemocracy Part 3)</title>
      <author>http://scotthpayne.gaia.com</author>
      <dc:creator>scotty</dc:creator>
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      <pubDate>Mon, 05 Nov 2007 03:41:14 GMT</pubDate>
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&lt;p&gt;So as a third entry to the ongoing exploration of democracy, its benefits, its limitations, and what a politics of the future might look like I wanted to push back against some of the things I&amp;#39;ve said to date. Last week I was rowing (surprise!) and listening to the podcast I ALWAYS mention on this blog, On Point (shock and awe!), whose show was about the rise of China as the next big superpower. The issue of political stability was a big part of the discussion and the student protests of Tiananmen Square came up.&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I thought about those protests and something occurred to me about the people who organized/participated in them: they were fighting for democracy at a time and in a region that put them on the frontier of thinkers and actors for that region and at that time. They were ahead of their time. And that caused me also to be reminded that democracy, like anything, does not arise within a vacuum; it arises in a context. There is roughly a set of values that necessarily accompanies the rise of a concept like democracy; one that focuses on the importance of individual freedoms, of a notion of the inherent value of each person, and has a distinctly egalitarian (sometimes naively so) thrust. The further realization was that there is a significant portion of the world that has not yet hit this altitude of development, and so there is a still a significant portion of the world for whom democracy is a vital&amp;nbsp;concept.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;So I absolutely cannot write off democracy as past its usefulness - that would be a profoundly ethnocentric move that I am not willing to make. In fact, a strong argument can be made for the idea that the most important work one can be engaged in on a global scale is to be working towards creating the conditions under which greater and greater portions of the world move into that altitude of development in which concepts like democracy arise and gain traction.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;One could, in fact, say that to only focus squarely on what the &amp;quot;politics of the future&amp;quot; is beyond something like democracy is to entirely miss the point. And really, who wants to miss the point (entirely or otherwise)?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;To be posted at a future date: different &lt;span style="font-style: italic" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;types &lt;/span&gt;of democracy and where this typology might lead us.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Cheers,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;sp&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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      <title>Democracy Schmemocracy Part 2</title>
      <author>http://scotthpayne.gaia.com</author>
      <dc:creator>scotty</dc:creator>
      <guid>tag:gaia.com,2007:Gaia-131598</guid>
      <pubDate>Wed, 31 Oct 2007 01:56:42 GMT</pubDate>
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&lt;p&gt;I recently heard a definition of democracy by the President of Pakistan that went something to the effect of, &amp;quot;democracy is the method of governance that dictates what the majority of people want is what happens.&amp;quot;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;If we accept this definition (and we may not want to), then could we not also say that the outcomes of democracy will represent the desires of more common center of gravity that will hit a leading edge of consciousness, in all likelihood, only ever by accident?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;If we are willing to concede this point (and we may not want to), then can we conclude that rather than the saviour of all things, democracy may only ever engender wide spread mediocrity at best, and stagnation at worst?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And if we&amp;#39;re willing to come this far (and we may not be), then we are left with that gut nawing question: if democracy is not the politics of the future, what is?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;sp&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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      <title>Koan Even Think About It!</title>
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      <dc:creator>scotty</dc:creator>
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      <pubDate>Wed, 10 Oct 2007 02:29:22 GMT</pubDate>
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&lt;p&gt;If there is nothing to say, but you have to say something, then what the fuck do you say without sounding asinine? Or is the point to sound asinine and not care? Or is caring precisely what you should do because otherwise you wouldn&amp;#39;t bother to say anything in the first place. And then you&amp;#39;d be right back where you started, speechless.... precisely where you always already are. What was I saying?&lt;/p&gt;
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      <title>Response To Ahmadinejad At Columbia University: Hot Or Not?</title>
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      <dc:creator>scotty</dc:creator>
      <guid>tag:gaia.com,2007:Gaia-123341</guid>
      <pubDate>Thu, 04 Oct 2007 02:59:01 GMT</pubDate>
      <link>http://scotthpayne.gaia.com/blog/2007/10/response_to_ahmadinejad_at_columbia_university_hot_or_not</link>
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&lt;p&gt;Below is a link to a transcript of the recent appearance of Iran&amp;#39;s President&amp;nbsp;&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana; line-height: 14px" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;Ahmadinejad at Columbia University and what ensued:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana; line-height: 14px" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana; line-height: 14px" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;http://www.azstarnet.com/sn/hourlyupdate/202820.php&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana; line-height: 14px" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana; line-height: 14px" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;So what I&amp;#39;m trying to figure out is: was this a classic example of leftie, indignant, inclusive-intolerance that should be ripped a new one; or a case of higher centered &amp;nbsp;willingness to &amp;quot;speak truth to power&amp;quot;?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana; line-height: 14px" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana; line-height: 14px" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;sp&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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      <title>Fucking Failure Like A Mistress You're Afraid To Love</title>
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      <dc:creator>scotty</dc:creator>
      <guid>tag:gaia.com,2007:Gaia-123336</guid>
      <pubDate>Thu, 04 Oct 2007 02:35:45 GMT</pubDate>
      <link>http://scotthpayne.gaia.com/blog/2007/10/fucking_failure_like_a_mistress_youre_afraid_to_love</link>
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&lt;p&gt;Laying on my back, unable to sleep a few nights ago I started thinking about what the predominant things are that hold us back fro doing what we, in our so-called heart of hearts, want to do. What are those things that ensure we never go out on a limb and attempt to reach whatever we&amp;#39;ve designated as our &amp;quot;potential.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I suppose that in a post-modern setting I&amp;#39;m not allowed to speak for others, so I&amp;#39;ll just speak for myself - though I will admit up front to a deepening suspicion that my thoughts are not mine alone. What holds me back the most is a fear of failure. Sure I could go out and try half the things that I think about: start businesses, write and perform plays, write and perform poetry, etc... But I don&amp;#39;t, because I&amp;#39;m afraid that those endeavours will fail and I will be exposed as a &amp;quot;failure.&amp;quot;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But hold on a second, I already fail all the time.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;For instance, the idea for this entry came to me while I was failing to be able to get to sleep (I know, perhaps reaching a bit), but - I also failed to be productive about my insomnia and rather than getting up and writing this entry on that night, or going and reading a book, or meditating, or doing ANY of the things that I could I have done... I lay there being frustrated about not sleeping.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I have failed recently to not get angry at my partner over things that didn&amp;#39;t warrant getting angry about, I&amp;#39;ve failure to not over indulge in bad food that caused me to regain two pounds that I had previously lost and forced me to re-lose them instead two brand spanking new pounds, I&amp;#39;ve failed not to smoke a few cigarettes in the last couple of days, and I&amp;#39;ve certainly failed at coming up with half decent excuses for smoking those cigarettes.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I&amp;#39;ve failed in relationships. I&amp;#39;ve failed in work places. I&amp;#39;ve worn black and brown at the same time - the biggest fashion faux pas I know!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And throughout all of this failure my life has not come to a screeching halt. I may have been disappointed at some points, even so far as depressed about things turned out; lost money, failed exams, experienced significant&amp;nbsp;loss and&amp;nbsp;emotional pain, but my life never fell apart. I didn&amp;#39;t cease to be or cease having value as a human being.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;This is because failure is transitory. You don&amp;#39;t fail once and that&amp;#39;s it: your whole life is failure. You fail, and you move on. Life is dynamic and failure is part of it. Success is transitory too, just ask Britney Spears.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;As is so often the case, it seems to come back to the Buddhist notion of attachment. We seek and desire success, we fear and avoid failure. And in the process we miss much of what is available to us, for no truly good reason.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;So, my new year&amp;#39;s resolution in 2008 (when that time comes) is perhaps to failure more often, and to embrace the experience of doing so.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;sp &amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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      <dc:creator>scotty</dc:creator>
      <guid>tag:gaia.com,2007:Gaia-119296</guid>
      <pubDate>Thu, 20 Sep 2007 03:26:32 GMT</pubDate>
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&lt;p&gt;As a prologue to the ever postponed entry on an inter-subjective politics, I&amp;#39;m going to talk a bit about what brought me to the point where I felt the need to wrack my brain on what such a politics might look like, instead of doing the sensible thing and soaking it in beer.&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I was listening to an &lt;span style="font-style: italic" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;On Point&lt;/span&gt; (&lt;a href="www.onpointradio.org/"&gt;www.onpointradio.org/&lt;/a&gt;)&amp;nbsp;about civic engagement where the host, Tom Ashrbook, was interviewing Robert Putnam, author of the book &lt;span style="font-style: italic" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;Bowling Alone &lt;/span&gt;(&lt;span style="font-style: italic" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: normal" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;www.bowlingalone.com/)&lt;span style="font-style: italic" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;. &lt;/span&gt;They were not talking about the content of that book, but invariably it came up b/c it is what Putnam is best known for. In the book he talked about how Americans are becoming less and less engaged in civic life - and that was what did it.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: normal" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;I started thinking about this issue, which my experience had lead me to believe was accurate. Why is it that ppl seem so disengaged from their civic lives/duties. What occurred to me is that, if I asked ppl this question, most said that they didn&amp;#39;t feel like politics/voting had any real bearing on their lives. The reality of Ottawa/Washington DC/London/Where ever didn&amp;#39;t ever intersect or have an impact on their reality. And upon further reflection, it seemed to me that this is how we do tend to think about things. Separate, compartmentalized realities that never really make any contact. We&amp;#39;ve become monads (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Leibniz#The_Monads)!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;At least that is the extreme, albeit prevalent, post-modernist conclusion. A constructed solipsism (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solipsism). Which, it further occurred to me, is a natural political conclusion given our inability to get past seeing democracy as THE answer to that which ails ya. It doesn&amp;#39;t really matter what political stripe with which you identify, if you&amp;#39;re talking to anyone about the necessary solutions to our political woes (read either domestic or international or global) the answer is *cue fanfare music* DEMOCRACY!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Now I&amp;#39;m not slighting democracy here, in no small part b/c I don&amp;#39;t have anything to offer by way of better alternative. But I think it would be helpful if we understood what deomcracy is, and what it is not. The Merriam Webster dictionary, which I happen to have access to, defines democracy thusly,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="white-space: pre" class="Apple-tab-span"&gt;	&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Times New Roman; font-size: 16px; line-height: 20px" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;a&amp;nbsp;:&amp;nbsp;government by the people;&amp;nbsp;especially&amp;nbsp;:&amp;nbsp;rule of the majority&amp;nbsp;b&amp;nbsp;:&amp;nbsp;a &lt;span style="white-space: pre" class="Apple-tab-span"&gt;	&lt;/span&gt;government in which the supreme power is vested in the people and &lt;span style="white-space: pre" class="Apple-tab-span"&gt;	&lt;/span&gt;exercised by them directly or indirectly through a system of representation &lt;span style="white-space: pre" class="Apple-tab-span"&gt;	&lt;/span&gt;usually involving periodically held free elections&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;In Wilberian ( www.kenwilber.com) terms, what that says to me is that democracy is primarily a lower-right affair - it is the political structure of a certain groups of ppl. But what democracy doesn&amp;#39;t necessarily have anything to do with is the INTERIORITY of ppl. So, as Ken has said many, many times, you can hold free elections and if the people are at roughly a red/egoic place of development, then they are likely to elect a red military dictator (a la Palestinian elections of Hammas). Extrapolating this to where I started, if you are in an extreme post-modernist stage of development, democracy is going to produce a political structure that is relativistic and unwilling to make any judgments that might infringe upon your uniquely subjective sphere. Orange/individualistic stage = roughly what most Western gov&amp;#39;ts look like (with an increasing helping of green).&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;So democracy is neither the answer to many of the world&amp;#39;s &amp;quot;under-developed&amp;quot; countries/nations current state, nor North Americans&amp;#39; reengagement in civic life (or at least it isn&amp;#39;t THE answer - there may not be a panacea). This is primarily b/c democracy is not much more than a lower-right tool that reproduces the lower-left stage of its operators - it has very little to do with the subjects&amp;#39; interiority. What ppl often mistake democracy for is the civil society that accompanied its flourishing in the west (orange western enlightenment). And while democracy &lt;span style="text-decoration: underline" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;might&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt; be a necessary precursor to such an interior development, it has been fairly well proven not to be a sufficient precursor to bring about such transformation from prior stages of development.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;So what DO we need? My thoughts: a politics that cognizes, engages, and begins to integrate interiorities. The first step, something that operates from an inter-subjective space.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And that brings us to about here.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Cheers,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;sp&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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      <title>Leggo My Ego</title>
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      <dc:creator>scotty</dc:creator>
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      <pubDate>Mon, 17 Sep 2007 03:44:24 GMT</pubDate>
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&lt;p&gt;The line between being an active force in the world and making positive things happen because it is the right thing to do and doing it because it makes the ego feel good to be &amp;quot;that&amp;quot; person is so fine sometimes. And yet, despite the subtlety of the difference, it is precisely that difference that will often times determine the real success of your actions. This is not to say that every egoic move towards glory accumulation will result in failure, the world is rife with examples disproving that notion. But movements that seek to create an energetic possibility for real transformation, something that is more than just surface, require a minimum of authenticity.&amp;nbsp;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And whether those whose choose to participate are immediately aware of it or not, they seem to be able to judge (consciously or subconsciously) whether that authenticity is present, and therefore help to determine whether the offering is successful. In one of his works (Zarathustra maybe?) Nietzsche talks about the uber-mensch&amp;#39;s ability to determine right from wrong without a reliance on &amp;quot;social norms.&amp;quot; One might say that for Nietzsche, the uber-mensch had developed a built in &amp;quot;truth-o-meter.&amp;quot; At times it seems like we all have built in truth-o-meters, that, regardless of what our egos/lower selves might desire, almost immediately tell us what is the right course of action. From a &amp;quot;buddhist&amp;quot; (I use quotations b/c I don&amp;#39;t claim to have much in the way of formal buddhist training and so need to informalize my use of the tradition) perspective this notion of a built-in truth-o-meter could be seen as the subtle(/causal level) intuitions of your own already fully awakened amness.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;So on some level, I&amp;#39;m always already aware of when I&amp;#39;m acting out of an egoic space and when I&amp;#39;m acting out of an authentic space (with the qualifier that this is not a strict dichotomy: I am not either acting completely out of ego or completely out of authentic self, there are variations and gradations between the two poles in this self-created spectrum) I just need to continually work towards developing a greater degree of attentiveness to the whole process and be prepared to listen at all times.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Ahhhh... if only it were all as easy as we like to tell ourselves it is. And it is. Or is it?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;sp&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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      <title>Transcendental Meditation Blues</title>
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      <dc:creator>scotty</dc:creator>
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      <pubDate>Sun, 16 Sep 2007 05:58:42 GMT</pubDate>
      <link>http://scotthpayne.gaia.com/blog/2007/9/transcendental_meditation_blues</link>
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&lt;p&gt;In lieu of posting something on inter-subjective politics, which I&amp;#39;m feeling a need for further research and rumination on, I&amp;#39;m sharing a poem I wrote recently. It has largely to do with a dissatisfaction of conventional politics and so dovetails nicely.&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;!--StartFragment--&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Floating&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Floating&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Floating down the city streets&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Floating over the roof tops&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And over the hydrants&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Dreaming fires&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;That breathe life into the trees&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Older than your self righteous&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Ego-maniacal&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Diamond studded thoughts about&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Right&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And wrong&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And left&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And right&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Stop.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;How many timers have you stopped?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;How many timers go off&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Every day that you sit&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Idly by&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Wondering if today is&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;The last day of&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Of the first day of the rest of your life&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Pontificating on&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;The brash cynicism of&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Our &amp;ldquo;generation&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;That seems to think&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;That its all&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Right&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;There.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Stop&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And don&amp;rsquo;t forget&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Which is to say remember, *&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;It&amp;rsquo;s so easy to eat the garbage&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;The great ones never ate the garbage&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;They might have slept out&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;In the garbage&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;To see what that was&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;To see who was there&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;To have the courage to look humanity&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And the condition in the eye&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And they were believers&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;They believed their&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Fucking brains out&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Night&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;After &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Night&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;After night&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Until the sweat dripped&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;From every poor body&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;That they met in those garbage heap dreams&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;But they didn&amp;rsquo;t eat the garbage&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Whittman&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Didn&amp;rsquo;t eat the garbage&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Weil&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Didn&amp;rsquo;t eat the garbage&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;King&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Didn&amp;rsquo;t eat the garbage&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Anthony&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Didn&amp;rsquo;t eat the garbage&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Kerouac and Ginsberg and Burroughs&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Didn&amp;rsquo;t eat the garbage&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;It&amp;rsquo;s too easy&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And you&amp;rsquo;re better than that.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;So what do you do?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;When you&amp;rsquo;re left shaking&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Not your head&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Not your body&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Not even your soul&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Just shaking&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;The whole world is&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Shaking&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;We&amp;rsquo;re in perpetual motion&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Shaking&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Back and forth&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Left to right&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Back and forth&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;So what do you do?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;How do you do something that is&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;True?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;When you can&amp;rsquo;t even talk about&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Truth anymore&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Without having to &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Explain yourself&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Because Truth is in&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;The hand of the&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Holder&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;The eye of the &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Scolder&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;The unarmed &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Soldier&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Who fights with a pen&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;That shakes the very Earth to its&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Core&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And topples empires&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;With an indignant&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Sense of&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Egalitarian corruption&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;That makes the whole world&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;FLAT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Fuck! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;We figured out the world was round&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;How many years ago?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And we&amp;rsquo;re back to&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;FLAT?!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;FUCK!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;So I waited&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Found a stone upon which to&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Take up residence&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Sat down&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Closed my eyes&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And waited&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Centuries&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Millennia&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Eons&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;I waited&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;As galaxies were born&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And died&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;In the blink of my eye&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;I waited&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Perfect Buddha Prince&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Tender Lotus Leaf&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Stranded in the desert&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Passive traveler&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Sojourner Truth&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And I was tempted&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Fuck yes!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Knees trembling&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Body aching&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Tongue swollen&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Oh I was tempted&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Tits &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Ass&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Pussy&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Cum&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Sliding past my the inner movements&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Of my cock-self, loathing&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;I was tempted&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;But still I rested&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;In the cool emptiness&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Of my own&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Equanimity&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Opened to the&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Unblinking shadow of my&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Third Eye&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;My Shakti sigh&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;My Dharma-ky&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Fried eggs on the sidewalk&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And called it gold!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Ripped snores of contemplation&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Like angels and devils from an&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Unwritten dichotomy&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And when I&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Woke up&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Nothing made any more sense&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Than it had before.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Fuck!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;But&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;What if&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;That&amp;rsquo;s just the way it is&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Just the way it was&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;When you looked out&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;With your&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Original Face&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;The face you had&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Before you were born&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;The face you&amp;rsquo;ll have&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;After you die&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;That you recognize&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;In the mirror&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Where everything is backwards&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;And that&amp;rsquo;s&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Just&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;The way&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;It&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Is&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Yes&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;Sigh&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial"&gt;sp&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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      <dc:creator>scotty</dc:creator>
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      <pubDate>Fri, 14 Sep 2007 03:07:32 GMT</pubDate>
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&lt;p&gt;I had intended to post some thoughts on possible sketches of an inter-subjective politics tonight, which I&amp;#39;m increasingly convinced is the next big move for most fields that needs to be fleshed out and gently nudged into the mainstream. However, my first blues/classic rock jam in over six years last night ran late and 6:00am came far too quickly this morning, so my brain isn&amp;#39;t quite up to the task that my mind is still buzzing with enthusiasm about.&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The point of this is to put the idea out there and see if anyone has any thoughts about an inter-subjective politics. I recognize that there are probably many ideas/sketches/thoughts/models out there, I just haven&amp;#39;t run into any of them aside from a cursory interaction with Don Beck&amp;#39;s stratified democracy (see newly added link below).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;http://spiraldynamics.net/DrDonBeck/essays/stages_of_social_development.htm&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I couldn&amp;#39;t abide the thought of not putting something up here and will try to offer more than just an intention over the weekend. Any input in advance is very much appreciated.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Cheers,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;sp&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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      <dc:creator>scotty</dc:creator>
      <guid>tag:gaia.com,2007:Gaia-116167</guid>
      <pubDate>Sun, 09 Sep 2007 06:59:07 GMT</pubDate>
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&lt;p&gt;For anyone who is interested in exploring new directions for activism that are, perhaps, not as reactively &amp;nbsp;given to burying one&amp;#39;s face in conflict; there was a great article in a magazine called &lt;span style="font-style: italic" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;Fast Company&lt;/span&gt;&amp;nbsp;about former Sierra Club president Adam Werbach taking on Wal Mart as a client through his environmental consulting firm. The article touches on the tension in being critical of that which t can be fairly labeled &lt;span style="font-style: italic" class="Apple-style-span"&gt;unjust&lt;/span&gt;&amp;nbsp;and the need to remain open to interactions and relationships that may create the potential for significant and radical change - even if that change is ignited with a percived &amp;quot;enemy.&amp;quot;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;For anyone who familiar with Ken Wilber and integral theory, I would gently and tentatively propose that this is a movement towards a second-tier, integrally informed activism.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Regardless, the article is worth reading.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;www.fastcompany.com/magazine/118/working-with-the-enemy.html&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Cheers,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br class="webkit-block-placeholder" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;sp&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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